Where Do I Even Begin?

For those of you who don't know, I've been really active over at whimsyfinch but not here. Why? How could I have left?

<sub>Well, let's start with the most obvious reasons:

-I've been busy. College has been absolutely crazy, especially with a double major in two subjects that do not overlap. I've gotten a new puppy that I've been caring for, and have had to deal with living off campus for the first time. Everything factored in together to really make me not be able to do serious art, instead doing a lot of simple rp groups and designs, as they were faster to churn out. That's why I was still able to be active on my other account.

-Family issues. Adding to the craziness of college life is the fact that my parents are going through a separation. That plus moving out of my childhood home of eighteen years has been a little bit crazy.

-People problems. I know it might seem childish to some people, but I've had a lot of issues with cyber bullying/emotional manipulation lately. It's made me really want to avoid this account. There are a lot of memories of people here that hurt me physically and emotionally to look back at. But I need to stop running and accept that is just a part of my life.

-Lack of inspiration. Yeah I've been in a twelve month long art block, turning out stuff for school and stuff that I don't feel pressured to perfect, but I've been too nervous to come back here and post.</sub>

I am going to try my darnedest to be more active here. This account has been with me six years and I need to get it back on its feet. It's been with me through everything and it deserves that much at least. So my goal is to get better about posting on here, dividing my time between this and whimsyfinch (which is far more than just adopts and designs now).

I don't know who all is still watching me and still hoping for this account to come back, but if you are...please comment below. I know I don't deserve your faith, but I crave support, knowing I won't be alone in trying to fix this account back up. So if you are still out there in cyberspace, give me a little notice down here, nothing big, and I will greatly appreciate it. Thank you all so much. I hope I won't let you down.